Majestic showman. Fashion icon. Artistic innovator. Affable humanitarian. My reflections on the death of Michael Jackson, musical genius and theatrical pioneer. This will undoubtedly be my most personal entry to date and its contents may surprise those of you who've assumed all along that this blog deemed Mozart as my one and only man in music. Michael, in fact, represents my musical advent. He was a significant part of my early artistic life, instilling in my childhood compass the righteous marriage of music, drama and ideas. He redefined the popular music genre with the deliverance of autobiographical sentiment, sophistication and intelligent craftsmanship, adding new dimensions of depth and creativity. His vocabulary of dance was limitless. He revolutionized the music video and made it an art form. His choreography and dramatic staging concepts combined with cutting edge technology changed concert culture and performance art forever. His artistic and fashionable avidity shall never be met by the talent and fervor of any other individual.Musicology focuses so much on Mozart's premature death and the unwritten compositions which are forever lost to us. With Michael's early departure, we face this loss now, in our own lifetime, not just in the pages of history. I dearly love these two spires of musical ingenuity and this historical recurrence is almost too much to endure, but I must celebrate and carry these legacies forward with love and honor. This tribute video beautifully combines Mozart's Lacrimosa from his unfinished Requiem mass with Michael's resounding imagery.
Michael reminded me of myself in many ways; extroverted artistically and introverted socially with a sometimes inhibiting shyness, yet embodying an astonishing sense of independence and mission. Michael was my first crush and consequently, my first "boyfriend." I ignored the fact that he was courting the imaginations of millions of other girls worldwide! My twin sister Sheryl and I owned albums, dolls, shirts, jackets, even a phonograph with the picture of Michael looking handsome in his yellow vest and bow tie. I remember receiving only these signature gifts for many birthdays and Christmas seasons in the 1980s, a wonderful period in my life. We knew his signature moves and attempted to emulate them through our impromptu performances in the family living room.
Michael's intense affinity for classical music drew me closer to his artistry. I could feel the influence in his work. It also had a tangibility. In interviews, he constantly referenced his love for this genre, mentioning Mozart, Debussy and Tchaikovsky. This photo of Michael playing his Bösendorfer piano is one of my favorites. He was very much like Mozart in that there were two levels to his artistry: the popular recognition and a lesser known perspicacious capacity. When Michael died in June, it was revealed that he was working on an album of classical music. It was surprising to the majority, but certainly not to me. It made sense. This was Michael. He shared the stage with Luciano Pavarotti and The Three Tenors for a benefit concert in Modena in 1999. I didn't have the opportunity to meet Michael in person, but I saw The Three Tenors in concert and also met Placido Domingo during my apprenticeship with the Washington National Opera last spring, so this is my operatic connection, so to speak!
A lack of good timing kept my sister and I from the concert experience. Michael's Bad tour (1987-1989) was his last in the United States and we were far too young for our parents to allow us to attend such tumultuous concert affairs in Europe in the 1990s! We just missed him in New York in 2001. On 7 and 10 September, Michael had given two concerts at Madison Square Garden to celebrate the 30th anniversary of his solo career. We were so thankful that it was televised on CBS! Click here to see his stellar performance of Billie Jean! We were in the city just a few weeks later with our collegiate marching band on 29 September to perform for a New York Giants football game. On 7 November, Michael made an appearance at the Virgin Megastore in Times Square to promote what would be his final album, Invincible. Afterwards, he retreated into social and musical exile.
Sheryl and I entered the lottery for tickets to the memorial service at the Staples Center in Los Angeles, but our names weren't chosen, so we watched the coverage on television all day, wore commemorative t-shirts and even designed a cake for the occasion. Although we weren't able to attend this significant event, Sheryl and I are incredibly excited to have tickets to the Tribute 2009 concert event in Vienna on 26 September! The Austrian capital was chosen because Michael cherished this city for its musical history and Hapsburg imperialism. Mozart spent his greatest years here. The tribute event will be staged at the Hapsburg summer residence Schloss Schönbrunn where Mozart famously performed for the young Marie Antoinette. I've been to the palace twice for tours and classical concerts, and to Vienna generally to pursue Mozartian history, but I never would have guessed I'd be visiting the city to celebrate the artist I've known since childhood, the artist who first opened my heart and mind to the musical spheres. It's estimated that the televised tribute will reach an audience of one billion.
Internalizing Michael's poignant voice at such an early age led to my development of a preference for the high-attuned male voice across several genres. For example, my affection for Mozart's tenor arias is far greater than those belonging to the female characters of his operas and scenas. I love material written originally for castrati (male sopranos), now performed by countertenors and mezzo-sopranos. I associate Michael's higher register and physical virtuosity with the melisma and athleticism of the Baroque voice. Michael's extravagant sets, costumes and employed classicism corroborate opera's ideal. One of my favorites by Händel is Doppo Notte from the opera, Ariodante. Mozart originally wrote the motet Exsultate Jubilate for Venanzio Rauzzini, a male soprano who had performed in his opera Lucio Silla in 1772, but this piece is mainly performed by women today.
In terms of popular music, I'm taken by the expressive tenor voices of Doo-Wop, Rock and Soul from the 1950s and 1960s. As a teenager, I was the proud owner of Time Life's Dick Clark collection and along with my sister and friends, simulated a session of American Bandstand for our school's drama club. Frankie Lymon's Why Do Fools Fall in Love is certainly on my A-list! And never to be forgotten from this period is 10 year old Michael's Who's Lovin' You from 1969. Every song is remarkable from his early years, but this song, in its singularity, shows his genius quite radiantly. As Berry Gordy said, "He sang it with the sadness and passion of a man who'd been living the blues and heartbreak his whole life." In terms of more recent popular music, the voice of Savage Garden's lead singer Darren Hayes caught my attention in the 1990s with the song I Knew I Loved You.
The above image is from Michael's 2007 photo shoot with Ebony magazine in celebration of the 25th anniversary of his immortal album, Thriller. This is one of my favorite images of Michael, not simply because he's stunning and dapper in his top hat, but because I believe it readily portrays him as he wanted to be perceived and accepted: as a serious artist with classical sentiment, notwithstanding his signature edge and attitude with modernity's style and finesse. This is certainly how I'll remember him. I started drafting this entry on 6 July, but I've not had the time or energy to finish it until now. And I can't think of a better way to end this account, further capturing my sentiment, than disclosing a poem I wrote in honor of Michael's legacy, recalling my fondest memories. It's simply entitled, Michael Jackson: Memory. This tribute photo accompanies my poetic meloncholia and reflects my love of the Bad era.
Silhouette in adorning fashion. Love. Humility. Flash of contour, flash of light. Gains of a thousand words. Faintly come distant, shining bright. / Cherubic prodigy. Gentleman artisan. Blanketed in stunning, amplified blessing. Darkest eyes of benevolence and mysterious splendor. Consummate love expressing. / Precision. Pathos. A generous embrace. Lyrical sentiment, oh gentle lyre. Relentless genius. Truthful existence. Virtuous imagination, fantasy and fire. / Dramatic innovation, humanistic connotation. Unbreakable line. Promenade of recognition, through barriers risen. Protagonist of music and ideas. Divine. / Ethereal vibrato. All-encompassing bravado. Childhood memory and jest. Tender innocence, soulful smiles and abiding laughter. God be praised, we were blessed.

A striking image depicting the fictional meeting of child prodigies: Wolfgang Mozart and Michael Jackson. This photo was taken in 1997 at the Grévin Museum in Paris where Michael's waxed likeness is also on display. It takes my breath away for its implications and imaginings. As a compliment to The M Icon: My Story, this entry will discuss the profound similarities between these musical masters. There exists an uncanny congruence between Michael and Mozart, both of whom died in a cloud of suspicion while on the verge of revivals following unwarranted plateaus.
For all of the doting and fame that ensued, these brilliant artists were sensitive and concerned about being loved. As a child, Mozart was inquisitive and would constantly ask others if they loved him. It seemed to be his utmost concern. Andreas Schachtner, Salzburg court musician and friend, said: "He would often ask me ten times in one day if I loved him, and when I sometimes said no, just for fun, bright tears welled up in his eyes, so tender and kind was his good heart." Michael said in his 1993 interview with Oprah: "I love what I do and I would love people to love what I do and to be loved. I just simply want to be loved wherever I go."
Michael and Mozart reveled in the fact that their music brought joy and happiness to others. Taking on various forms of prejudice, such as racism, classism and elitism, they were all the more happier to deliver progressive sentiment with their artistry. Michael's lyrics and monumental humanitarian efforts speak for themselves. He expressed sincere love and appreciation for his admirers at every turn. And it's impossible to forget the vivacious remark by Mozart about his revolutionary "Figaro" living in the streets of Prague amongst average folks, away from the exclusivity of aristocratic salons. "I looked on with the greatest pleasure while all these people flew about in sheer delight to the music of my Figaro, arranged as quadrilles and waltzes. For here they talk about nothing but Figaro. Nothing is played, sung, or whistled but Figaro. No opera is drawing like Figaro. Nothing, nothing but Figaro. Certainly a great honor for me!"




